20.4.09

On Texas Soil

Although I don't normally post "fiction", this is a story I wrote that depicts how law used to be thought about, and challenges us to think of how we now consider things. I think it's pretty thought provoking, but I'm a little biased. :)

 A cloud of red dust that could only be made by the scorching heat and ruddy Texas soil rose up over the town of Sunrise, Texas. Colton James galloped down main street on his midnight black mustang, the lynch mob only seconds behind. He quickly scanned the town, hoping for some place to take cover, rather than being forced to ride another 50 miles to Stampede. The store fronts blurred by; the blacksmith shop, Syl's Saloon, Herb's General Store, the Sheriff's office, but no place to hide. Finally, almost at the edge of the quaint town, he spotted the one place in which anyone could seek asylum; the church. Colton hastily dismounted, rushed up the stairs, and crossed the threshold into safety.

    The building appeared to be empty; the only sounds were the creaking of the old wooden floors under Colton's heavy step and the faint scratching in the walls from what he assumed to be mice scurrying about. Stepping into the sanctuary, Colton was met with a flood of memories; recalling the feel of hard wooden pews while waiting for his father to finish preaching, the service dragging on for what seemed like an eternity to a boy who would much rather be out riding than sitting in church. The light refracting through the lingering dust in the air brought memories of him and his wife, Sadie, standing in front of a crowd of friends on their wedding day rushing back. The slightly musty smell of books and mahogany reminded him of their country church back home, the one he and Sadie took their boys, Judah and Micaiah, to every week.

    Then came the voices from outside. They were cold, harsh voices, all calling his name, all speaking accusing words. They were all lies, and were enough to abruptly pull him back to the immediate, making him flee back into the hard shell of a man that he had worked so hard to perfect. In this reality, he was being perused as a criminal, and unless he convinced them otherwise, he would be set to hang in a matter of days, leaving his precious boys and beautiful wife behind.


    Sheriff Tyler calmly climbed the steps, his spurs scraping the wood along the way, but he stopped short when he got to the top and found that no one followed him. He turned back to find the rest of his posse still mounted on their horses with a look of disbelief on their faces.

    "Well men, ya'll didn't chase James all across the state to just sit here! Let's go." 

    "Wait Sheriff, you can't just go in there. That there church don't lie on Texas soil, it sits on God's ground and you ain't got no jurisdiction there."

    "What's that, Clint?" 

    "Well, everyone knows that a church don't sit on American land, it belongs to the L
ORD. You can't just go barging in. The Almighty judges in there and you can't go try and take His place," the tall, rugged rancher solemnly replied.

    "I know you're a God-fearin' man, Clint, but I've never had much time for religion, and as far as I can figure, we ain't gonna get struck down for going in there. We're just keeping the law." 

    "It is the law, Sheriff." Riley Parker, the youngest man in the group called out, "it don't matter what you believe, the law stands regardless, and it says that you can't touch no one in a church." 

    "That's right, Sheriff," echoed his father-in-law, Avery Cash.

    "So ya'll are gonna let a few walls and someone's religion get in the way of justice?" Sheriff Tyler threw back, "remember what he's done. That man robbed the train, and shot the mayor. Are you just gonna leave him loose to harm your families because of some building?"

    "It's more than a building!" cried Clint Davis. "No judge in the state of Texas is going to let you get away with dragging a man out of the church. Besides, it's more than the law, it's a matter of honour."

    "All that aside, we still aren't even sure that he was tryin' to kill the mayor!" threw in Parker.

    "How can you say that Riley? The mayor was shot, things were stolen off the train, and he was the only one there," Sheriff Tyler replied, clearly annoyed at the controversy. "Who else could have done it?"

    "I'm just sayin'..." he mumbled back.


    The voices that only a few moments before had tenaciously grabbed Colton's attention now faded into the background as he noticed the cross at the front of the room for the first time. He slowly made his way down the aisle to the front of the sanctuary, his well worn boots causing the old wooden floor to groan with every step. 

    "LORD, you know what happened at the train station back home. I never meant to hurt anyone, I was only trying to save the train from the bandits, and the mayor got caught in the cross fire," Colton prayed as he dropped to his knees in front of the time-worn cross, "I don't know what's comin' next, but I pray you'll look after my family, keep my boys safe, and comfort Sadie..."


    "I've heard enough of this religious nonsense! I'm going in there. Justice must be kept." Sheriff Tyler firmly concluded.

    "How do we even know that is justice, Sheriff?" asked Riley Parker, "Talk around town was that he said he wasn't robbing the train..."

    "We gotta follow logic and reason, Parker, not idle gossip, or some far-fetched, religious notions," with that he turned, and crossed the doorway leaving the men in his wake struggling over what they had been hearing, all wondering how their nation that had been founded so firmly in the LORD could have so easily forgotten Him, and wondering what it would cause the future to look like. 

    The Sheriff entered the sanctuary only to find the man he had pursued across the state calmly kneeling at the front. He felt a twinge of remorse for having to apprehend the man in such a place, but quickly shoved the feeling aside, he couldn't let anyone see the chink in his armor caused by the church.

    "Colton James, I'm takin' you to jail for robbing the train and tryin' to kill the mayor." 


    Two weeks later, Colton abruptly arose to the smell that had become so familiar over the last while. The stench of gunpowder drifting in from the Sheriff's office, of rusty metal, and of too many men needing showers washed over him as he came out of a much needed sleep. Filtered light washed over his eyes from the open doorway where Sheriff Tyler stood, a menacing sight to his light deprived eyes. 

    "Let's go, James," he huskily demanded.

    Colton rolled off the sorry excuse for a bed and stepped out of the tiny cell he had called home for the past two weeks. However, he instantly regretted it when he remembered what today was; his execution. He was loaded onto a wagon already packed people awaiting the same fate, all looking as solemn as him. They arrived all to soon at the one place none of them wanted to be: the gallows. Time seemed to drag on forever, yet at the same time it slid by all too quickly as he waited for his summons. They finally came, and as the guard walked him up to the platform and slipped the noose around his neck he couldn't help but think of how this wasn't really fair. He had been given no last words with his family, in fact, he hadn't seen them since this nightmare began. But what bothered him most was the church. He should have been safe there, and yet, here he was. How could his beloved country have fallen so far as to not even respect the L
ORD? Didn't they know that the church didn't sit on Texas soil? However, what hurt the most in all of it was that his voice hadn't even been heard, and neither would it be, for it was then that the click of a lever was heard, and the floor gave way beneath his feet. 

soli deo gloria

28.2.09

"Drop Your Nets"

Many people in North America would consider themselves Christians, in fact, as of 2008 about 70% of Americans consider themselves Christian. With such a high percentage of people calling themselves this, it makes you wonder what it is that they actually believe. The definition of a Christian from the Merriam-Websters Dictionary is basically someone that attends church, and maybe even believes in the Bible. This is what I like to call "stereotypical Christianity", and is why I've come to almost dislike the term "Christian". You see, it's really easy to call yourself a Christian, 70% of Americans do, but it's a lot harder to actually live it out. So I'd like to propose a new term; Christ Followers. What is a Christ Follower? Someone that has Christ in their LIFE, someone that really believes in what the word of God says and radically lives it out, who has a relationship with Christ. Quite a bit harder than just showing up at church. In fact, research shows that only 9% of Christians actually have a biblical world view, that's 4% of Americans! Can you call yourself a Christ Follower? Or have you gotten caught up in this stereotypical, watered down version of Christianity? A lot of Christians fit into the category that many have dubbed "lukewarm", kind of sitting on the fence and not making a strong stand either way. However, when it comes right down to it if you aren't growing closer to Christ, then you have to be drifting farther away. There is no middle ground.

One of my favorite bible passages is the calling of the disciples in Mark 1, and the one verse that really hits home is verse 18; "At once they left their nets and followed Him." Doesn't it seem a bit odd that these men (who were really only "teenagers") would just drop what they were doing and follow Jesus? They didn't even know who He was! This picture really doesn't get portrayed well today. I mean, we get the idea that there are a bunch of white guys on the beach, and Jesus comes casually walking down the shore with perfect blond hair, and a blue beauty sash...that's really not how it when down. The fact that these men were fishermen says that they were "low-class", they weren't the "best of the best", but still, Jesus sought them out and asked them to follow Him. And they left their lives behind and went with Him.

Just like the disciples, Christ is calling each of us to follow Him. Like the disciples we aren't the "best of the best", we screw up and struggle with different things. Each and everyone of us has something that we struggle with, even the people that look like they've got it all together. In the summer, I worked at camp for a few weeks. If you've ever had the chance to do that you'll know how draining it can be. You're physically tired, but also emotionally drained because you've been pouring so much of yourself out. For me, the hardest thing wasn't unruly campers, or even being totally exhausted. It was reaching a low, a point where all the masks were stripped away, and being pushed beyond what I thought I could take, and then realizing how ugly of of person I really was inside.

"For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."
Romans 8:38,39

Think of this; we aren't the "best of the best", we're ugly insides, we've messed up, and Christ still calls us to follow Him. But even more than than, He LOVES us. He loves each and everyone of you more that you can even begin to imagine.

You may thinking that this is just the same old "Jesus loves me" message, and yeah, that's important, but it's not what I'm trying to get you to think about. Watch this video clip and see what you think...








The girl in the skit gets dragged down by so many things. Where did you see yourself in that? You have been called by Christ. What is holding you back from following Him? What are the "nets" in your life that you need to drop, to leave behind to follow Christ? Maybe it's lifestyle choices, maybe it's addictions, or relationships, but in each of our lives there are things that we must give up in order to fully follow Christ.

Back to the Christ Follower thing, thinking about that now, can you call yourself a Christ Follower? Is it worth it to you? God's free gift of salvation will cost you everything. Are you willing to drop EVERYTHING and let Christ save and change you? Are you willing to rely only on Him? Everyday you have the choice to make Jesus look greater or bad, to sound great or bad, what does your life show about Him?
You could be the only bible that someone ever reads. What about your boundaries in life? How far will you go in certain things? There's this attitude among teenagers where we want to know where the all the lines are...so we can see how close you can get to them. Someone once told me that as soon as anything stops bringing glory to God it becomes wrong, which made me step back and majorly examine my life. So where does it stop bringing glory to God? What are the things that pull you away from God? Those are the things that we need to hold with an open hand, they need to be the negotiables in life that we're willing to drop in order to follow Christ. Are you willing to let everything that you do glorify God alone? How obvious is it that Christ is in you? Do you eagerly set out to be His hands and feet? Or do you only bother when it's convenient? We have to willingly give our lives over to Christ. You have to put God first, the focus must be on Him. Are you willing to step away? It isn't going to be easy, in fact following Christ is probably one of the hardest things that you can do, but it is also the best thing that you can ever do with your life. Christ never promised it would be easy, in fact, He promised the opposite;

"Then he called the crowd to him along with his disciples and said: "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me and for the gospel will save it. What good is it for a man to gain the whole world, yet forfeit his soul?" Mark 8:34-36

Are you in? Are you sick of living the same old life? Because of you're really willing to go all out for Christ, He WILL use you. Or maybe you really don't care, and honestly, I can't make you, no one can, it's your choice. But to see that apathy breaks my heart, but more than that; it breaks God's heart. Are you in? What's holding you back?


soli deo gloria






1.2.09

The Ultimatum

What is this ultimatum I'm talking about? It's about following Christ. You see, a lot of people have got it wrong. You'll often hear it talked about how you can chose Christ, and yeah, you definitely do don't get me wrong, but they fail to tell you how you make a choice either way. If you don't chose Christ, you reject Him. Look at what Jesus gave up for you, He loved you SO much that He was willing to die for it, He gave His life so that you could gain true life. He wants people to follow Him, He's waiting and knocking for you. Are you listening?

He's calling you to follow Him, are you ready to go? Are you ready to drop everything and follow Christ no matter what it takes? He's calling people to follow Him, but He doesn't want lukewarm followers, He wants people who are totally sold out for Him. There's no sitting on the fence, there's no middle ground, you either follow Christ, or follow the world, you can't have one foot on both sides. Each side has a completely opposite view from the other, and you can't hold both. It's like two trains heading in different directions, you can't have one foot on both; it's going to tear you apart. You have to either follow Christ or the world, and if you decide not to chose, you've defaulted and picked the world. What side are you on?

That's the ultimatum.

soli deo gloria